Has been a long time since I blogged here huh.

Today has been a crap day. It was a wonderful day until evening came. Argh irritating. Do you really think that I will care about what you say? If you want to hate me, then go ahead and hate me. No one's stopping you. If you want, I can go right up to you and say that I hate you too. I sound like a bitch here whooooooo.

Even if the whole freaking world hates me, I don't give a shit cos I don't live to please anyone k. I live for myself.




I will be fine tomorrow.

I hope.

Has been. Like shit.

I've never cried so much in a week before. I've never had so many problems rushing towards me, all at once. I've never felt so ..................... dumb before.

Nobody really knows what exactly I'm going through. Even the closest of friends, they only know what, at most 20% of all my problems? And this blog? It only contains less than 1% of all my problems.

I really hate how people love to judge me, just by using the smallest things.

But the more problems I face, the happier I get. I am a weird girl :) Ha ha ha ha ha.

Some people just love to think too much and make assumptions -_-

Why? Making assumptions even though I explained everything? And my explainations are not lies zzzzzzzzzz you really should uds me better by now. Do these assumptions make you feel clever-er?

Boy + girl = BGR? Cannot be good friends is it.

Yah yah yah I know all your guy friends are those that you like like lah zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. You and me = different people so argh wdv manz!





I used to miss it. Now, I don't.

Yes I've been having really bad moods lately. DON'T IRRIATE ME SERIOUSLY.

Okay first, I think no one reads pandasharkghost anymore :) YAY THAT GIVES ME EVEN MORE REASON TO PUT UP THIS POST WHOOOOO.

This post was supposed to be up 6 months ago. I thought that SOMEONE would change or wdv, but SOMEONE didn't.

You know what, I am really really really not interested in:

how sweet whoever is to you,
how you think to that (blah blah blah) likes you,
whoever asked for your number,
whoever liked you before,
whoever was so desperate for your attention,
yadda yadda yadda.

Yah lah I know for every 'section' I mentioned above there is at least a double digit number. I know I know stop repeating it again and again to me!!!!!!!!!!

And don't even act like you don't want other people to know about all those above cos YOU TALK SO LOUDLY THAT EVERYONE CAN HEAR YOU. That means everyone knows how attractive you are alr so shut it and stop telling us anymore.

YES EVERYONE IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD HAS ALL THEIR ATTENTION ON YOU. NO NEED TO HAOLIAN UNTIL LIKE THAT RIGHT ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

-_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- !!!!!!!!!!

Its seriously irritating okay -_- Imagine someone telling you all how attractive they are (almost) everytime they see you. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

This was supposed to be my other blog that no one knows. But heh, I guess I've more people visiting this than redhotkizzes ................................ K wdv Idc anymore!

To you, I'm sorry I know we're drifting 17489037 km apart ............................

I think I'm ............................................................................................................................................................... I don't feel like saying it out anymore. I should keep more secrets to myself right right right okie shhhh.





Bye bye bye until I find more xin shi to post here he he he he he he. Or until I feel like saying that thing out :)

I think my low self-esteem is back again.

I feel like crying :(

Cheer up kkkkkk. See you sad I also sad le lah :(. And you're supposed to be the one making me happy and not the other way round you know you know ha ha ha ha ha. How you reacted really shocked me lor. You know I've a vvvvvvvvv weak heart (coughcoughcough) and you still do that zzzzzzzz. Remember lah I'm always here for you! :D. First priority yes yes?

Hi dumbass-es.

Don't assume. You don't even know the full story ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.

Yes the 5 or 6 of you, don't assumeeee. it'll only amuse me more lolololol.

Sorry.

Everytime I think that I'm about to like you, you just do something that stops that from happening.